Life... oh life.. -.-

Well I havn't posted in ages,
Life has been well... Interesting.
Let me esplain..:

Well for ages I was really sick and couldnt go to TAFE so therfore i rang them and was like "do u want me bac" and there where like yer sure.. see you tmw. Then the next day they rang me bac and was like "no u cant come bac u have to do something else"
even though it was my own fult i felt like crap and was devestaed.. I really didnt noe wat i was going to do... And somehow didnt feel like God was at all the situation at all...
Yet again doubting God was a mistake He is My Provider and everlasting help in strife. I am going to look for a Apperntership and hopefully become a fully fleadge Cheif =D

As for my walk with God, well I can most humbly say that it is going really well, I am accually learning more about God and becoming closer to him. I'm even finally starting to talk to my friends about God and my life involving him.
Youth Alive was a couple of weeks ago, The dance team (edge) that i was in.. we compeated to get into the Arena , but we didnt get in the other teams where really good. Chris and I got bored so we wondered around to were the bands where. There where some pretty good bands. Then Chris went to some random music store in the city.
Later on the guys where teaching other ppl from the other dance teams, teaching them how to shuffle and brake dance. It was good to fellowship with the other teams and get to know them.
Then the doors opend and Chris and I went around to get our bands for the floor and then we met up with Jun and Jeremy and the other youth. Chis dichted me... =[ lol.
Antiskeptic came on... it was awesome as.. they Fooled everyone at one point and started with a heavy start and went into a new song... it was awesome.
some random ppl came up then the dancers... Then Mike G the singer came on stage and talked about his cancer ordeal and he GOT HEALED. =D
Prasie God..

As for my love life...
It is really confusing i officially dont want to have anything to do with a relasonship any more..... Guys suck... and have no idea how to react or handle things when someone tells them that I like them.. and then go on pretending like nothing has happend... GAHHHHHHHH
STUPID GUYSSSSSSSSSS
T_T y so confussingla?

Well thats it for my ramblings,
Bye for for now.

Well, Well what have we got here?

Hi.. I'm finnally over myspace.. so now deciding to post here..

My life.. is so stupid but so good idk how to translate that into english but meh...

So Tafe is been overerly hard to get used to.. Like I went from basicly doing nothing all day to doing every day of the week.. It's really Leaving me tired and Draned.. Lots of hard work.. Cooking and what not. I think we start work placement soon =] Hope so.. need a Job lol
But other then the hard work it's really fun and interesting to learn how to make some of the food's and wat not. I'm not really getting anywhere socially.. and in fact getting bagged like crazy.. but what can you do?? gotta get used to it so I'll bear through it for the Glory of God =]

Family life is progressing.. getting so much more easier to spend time with them and hopefully I can pluck up the courage to share with them my Testomony about God and Lead them to God. But all I can really do is be a vesal of Love and hope that they see that thats only posible because God made it posible =]

And to all those out there asking me Questions about the Guy I like... I AM NOT TELLING YOU! idk wats happaning anyway... so confusing... meh......

Life idk... was hard this week but i wrote this out of it hope you enjoy it:

She stands On her own
Looking up to the skys
She thinks to herself "why Me?"
She starts crying...
She just dosnt know who she is ment to be,
Then it starts to rain,
and as she was about to go inside she hears a voice
"I Love you"
"but why me?" she replies
"Because you are my chlid" The voice said.
"because you, yes YOU where destanded for more then This,
You have a greater plan, a greater purpise and you will see that"
It went silent..
She thought and thought about what the voice had said,
And she relised That its true,
She lifts up her eyes and her hands to the sky,
And praises the one who is the all
For Her knows HER name,
And He cares.

Praise God hey?
not good but yerrrr that was on my mind...
hope you enjoy my blog =D
God Bless You.
Chavella =]