Life... oh life.. -.-

Well I havn't posted in ages,
Life has been well... Interesting.
Let me esplain..:

Well for ages I was really sick and couldnt go to TAFE so therfore i rang them and was like "do u want me bac" and there where like yer sure.. see you tmw. Then the next day they rang me bac and was like "no u cant come bac u have to do something else"
even though it was my own fult i felt like crap and was devestaed.. I really didnt noe wat i was going to do... And somehow didnt feel like God was at all the situation at all...
Yet again doubting God was a mistake He is My Provider and everlasting help in strife. I am going to look for a Apperntership and hopefully become a fully fleadge Cheif =D

As for my walk with God, well I can most humbly say that it is going really well, I am accually learning more about God and becoming closer to him. I'm even finally starting to talk to my friends about God and my life involving him.
Youth Alive was a couple of weeks ago, The dance team (edge) that i was in.. we compeated to get into the Arena , but we didnt get in the other teams where really good. Chris and I got bored so we wondered around to were the bands where. There where some pretty good bands. Then Chris went to some random music store in the city.
Later on the guys where teaching other ppl from the other dance teams, teaching them how to shuffle and brake dance. It was good to fellowship with the other teams and get to know them.
Then the doors opend and Chris and I went around to get our bands for the floor and then we met up with Jun and Jeremy and the other youth. Chis dichted me... =[ lol.
Antiskeptic came on... it was awesome as.. they Fooled everyone at one point and started with a heavy start and went into a new song... it was awesome.
some random ppl came up then the dancers... Then Mike G the singer came on stage and talked about his cancer ordeal and he GOT HEALED. =D
Prasie God..

As for my love life...
It is really confusing i officially dont want to have anything to do with a relasonship any more..... Guys suck... and have no idea how to react or handle things when someone tells them that I like them.. and then go on pretending like nothing has happend... GAHHHHHHHH
STUPID GUYSSSSSSSSSS
T_T y so confussingla?

Well thats it for my ramblings,
Bye for for now.